INNER HEALING SUPPORT
INNER HEALING WITH THE LORD
We have all been hurt, rejected, and abandoned in life to varying degrees. These events wound our soul. The enemy hides behind these soul wounds and won’t leave until the emotions that are stored in the soul are cast on Jesus.
The enemy can harden our hearts so that we think the emotions are no longer there so it’s important to ask the Holy Spirit to search our hearts and help us reach those deep wounded places. Psalm 142:7 says, “bring my soul out of prison so that I can praise your name.” The wounds are often held in prison, but the Holy Spirit can open the prison doors and heal the wounded soul.
Ask the Holy Spirit to bring up the top trauma in your life that still burden your soul. For example, “My dad abandoned me at age 5 and I know that it still deeply affects me to this day.” Write all of the memories and hurts down, all of the ones you can remember. There may be more that you have dissociated from, and those ones can come up and out when God knows you are ready to process and release from those as well. Sometimes we need the support of an inner healing and deliverance ministry to do this.
While doing this on your own with the Lord, you can identify the core traumas and the people involved, and the top 3-5 emotions you have felt due to the trauma. For example, you may have felt fear or shame or anger that has deeply set in. I recommend writing all of the woundings down in an inner healing journal that you designate to share with the Lord. You will want to share those hurts with the Lord.
Once the Holy Spirit brings the details to your remembrance, you want to find a quiet and private space to get the emotions out of your soul. You will do this by talking to the person directly as if they are right there in front of you and can only listen. You are not talking to Jesus. You are talking to the person who hurt you, while you are on your own with the Lord covering you. Be honest and real, and let it all out. Emote it all. This is important to access the wounds. You are truly shifting things in the spiritual realm for both of you (unless deceased). It can be helpful to close your eyes.
The goal is to eventually offer forgiveness to those who hurt you, repent and accept forgiveness from the Lord for any of your sins/mistakes in the situation, forgive yourself if you have any shame or guilt, break ungodly soul ties, break curses, cast the enemy out, and ask the Holy Spirit to fill where darkness has left.
AS YOU CONTINUE YOUR INNER HEALING YOU WILL START CASTING YOUR HURTS ON THE LORD
In your safe space you begin the inner healing prayer. You are dearly loved and Jesus wants to heal you and set you free. Bind the enemy in your opening prayer. “I bind the enemy now, in the name of Jesus.” Pray and ask the Holy Spirit which of the core traumas that you need to walk through with Him at that time. He may guide you to focus on one for that time being. You can do this over and over again as you walk through the woundings He brings to your awareness.
You can say this Self-Declare Prayer: “I speak to all of the hurt parts in me. It’s my will that you will be healed so that I can be healed. I thank you for what you have done to protect me, but you don’t have to protect my memories or emotions anymore. Jesus is my protector and the Holy Spirit is my Comforter. If you don’t go the darkness stays. So, it is my will that you will be healed today.”
Imagine the persons who hurt you are there in front of you. Voice your hurt, pain, frustrations and anger, cry, weep, etc. Let everything out, hold nothing back. These emotions will bring healing when they released from your soul. (example here)
“It was very painful for me when you.....I felt all of these emotions.....What I needed from you was...... I can’t believe you......The impact it had on my life was....... What I needed from you was.......how dare you......It made me angry when......” It’s so important to get out all of that pain so you it doesn’t stay trapped inside of your soul anymore. After you share vulnerably everything you need to this person, you can see if you are ready to now begin the forgiveness process. If you are not yet ready, you do not need to rush this process or force it. You just want to have an intention to eventually forgive absolutely everyone that has ever harmed you, otherwise the enemy can continue to exploit you in that area. When you are ready to walk through forgiveness, this may support you.
To walk through Forgiveness for each person who has hurt you, after you share vulnerably all of the hurts and pain. (example here)
“I forgive you Dad for leaving me when I was 5. I forgive you for hurting me so badly and deeply. I felt unworthy of your love. It made me feel like it was my fault and that I was the reasons for your problems with mom. I felt abandoned and have spent my life wondering what I could have done differently. You could have gotten to know me as your daughter, yet you have never tried. I forgive myself for holding onto any blame or shame all of these years. I repent for being angry and blaming you.”
I choose to forgive you dad for abandoning me, in the name of Jesus Christ.
I break the ungodly spirit, soul and body ties with my dad, in the name of Jesus Christ.
I break the curses of abandonment, hurt, unloved, rejection, unworthiness, shame, satan, Lucifer, jezebel, leviathan off of my life and these generational curses off of my bloodline in the name of Jesus Christ.
I cast these emotions to you Jesus. Please take them off and fill me with your Holy Spirit in the their place, Amen.
You may need to forgive more than one person for a specific situation, and you can give forgive people together if that makes sense, or each person one at a time. Start with the sentence stem: “I choose to forgive you ...”
If you start to hit a wall on what to say, you can ask “Holy Spirit, is there anything else I need to forgive them for? Place it in my mind. you are the lover of my soul and know all of my burdens.” Continue asking the Lord to search your hurts areas in your soul until you discern that all emotions for that situation have been released and you come to a place of peace.
If you feel that there is interference, distractions, or you just ant seem to concentrate, you can pray, “Lord, put all hurt parts at rest except the ones you want to heal and bind every devil so they can not interfere with Your healing, Lord.”
Command unclean spirits: all spirits who have taken advantage of an ungodly soul tie with _________ or any of this hurt and trauma they brought upon my life, must leave me now in the order that you entered and take all of your problems with you.
Seal, Anoint, and Fill the Holy Spirit
I anoint myself in the name of Jesus Christ and seal this prayer in Jesus’ blood. Lord, bless my heart to receive the fullness of Your healing. Holy Spirit fill those places in my soul where there was pain and hurt with Your love and light, heal and restore my mind to complete wholeness. Heal my body of any infirmity that was caused from this trauma. Amen.
Continue to pray and declare as you are led by the Holy Spirit.
I pray that this may support you today.
Jesus loves you so much, and can heal every wound.
HEAL GROW RISE
A NEW FOUNDATION FOR LIFE
If you need support, please reach out.
I am honored to support you on this most precious journey.